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| Today I got my acceptance letter from McDaniel! I'm so excited to get into my school of choice! Now all I have to think about is payment... P.S. Happy Holidays!
+ 14 days until I turn 18! | | |
| Across the Universe.<3333 It was sooo awesome. I'm definitely going to buy it and watch it in the wee hours of the morning. It was sooo good. I think just watching it made me less stressed. What an amazing work of art. Looooooooooooooove <333 [What an effing pot-smokin, dirty earth-child.] | | |
| Hmm, wow, so it's been what, six months since my last update? Getting ready for collage right now. The whole application process thing really depresses me. On my resume, I look like a hippie. "Oh, she's taking all music classes, she's been in guitar ensemble for two years AND guitar orchestra. And she's in the environmental club; they plant trees." Awesome. So I know how lame it sounds, but I go to the guidance counselor at least once a week to discuss how stressed I am and how I'll never get into college and my average grades and average SAT scores and my average essay and my avereage transcript that no one will want because clearly I bring nothing exciting to the school. Other than being the only girl in all male guitar groups. I suppose that's the one impressive thing; that I have a guitar and a vagina. But my guidance counselor is quite sexy. So he tells me colleges want to see me grow and that I'll be okay. Which makes me feel better. And he does that adorable half smile that I love to see. Which makes me feel better.
But trying not to think about it in my spare time... Sakina and I took the SAT again yesterday. So lame. I hope I did better on the math portion. And then we got snowballs to... make ourselves not depressed. But it was a fair!! And it was so fun. I have not been on a hay ride since I was like four! And we seemed like the strangest seventeen year olds in the world, but we didn't care. Homecoming dance was yesterday, too. I had a great dress and cute shoes and I curled ny hair and everything, but the dance completely sucked, we waited to get in for like forty five minutes, and left early because it was soooo dull. *Sigh* Maybe I'll post pictures after work today... | | |
| So life has been pretty boring the past month or so.
But I don't know why, I have lots going on and stressing me out. I finally broke down and bought an ipod.
Best purchase of my life. I forgot to register for the May SATs, so I guess I need to do that soon and pay the goddamn late fee. I got a new job at Forever 21, but have yet to quit OakCrest. Working two jobs and being a full-time student is hard as a mo, I think I'm going to give my two weeks at the goddamn old folks home tonight. Read the most fantastic book. How to kill a rock star. It was amazing. Better than the other one I read a couple weeks ago In Lucia's Eyes. It was about Casanova, but the rock star book is still better. Working on all my songs for pan-handling this summer. I'm stumped. I need some more songs I can play and sing. Plus I can never find anything in my key. Not that I have a particularly fantastic voice, but most songs I like are sang by guys, and it's hard to play and force my voice down that low at the same time. I might have to give in and make a myspace so I can stay in touch with my soon to be ex-co-workers.
Bleh. Things I've been pondering: Whatever happened to the new Smile Empty Soul album? Did it ever come out? Why haven't I gotten ahymore fan email thingys? Why are tic-tacs so goddamn fantastic? How can a book change your life? Can you really tell the different between the real stuff and crap (music) in ten seconds? Can you ever really enjoy a job? Or is it just because of the people there? Why can't I use the word "nigger"? I hear black people call each other that allllll the time. And I don't necessarily want to use it in a degroitory way, I just want it because i can't use it. Well, without getting my ass kicked. New York banned the n-word. From music, everything. Crazy. I have two jobs and less than two dollars. What the fuck? Have you ever known a girl who was, you know, not so fantastic looking, but then she consistently has these crazy hot noyfriends? Like a new one every week? I want to know how that happens. I really do. Because this bitch I know isn't even a slut or anything and she just always has these super hot boyfriends. It's a debacle. Why do I even go to school? I only say like, four words a day. Gay, retarded, goddamn, and fuckit.
I wonder if it'll take me another five months to update again... | | |
| NEWSFLASH! Mikie dumped me. That fucker dumped me. End Broadcast. (2/9/07) Hate every background ever suddenly. It's all about the colors now.
What a raver. Works sucks mucho. I didn't get captin, and it just seems like the supervisors and manger are always on me for everything. It's crazy. Recording a song in Music Tech called "The Adventures of Whitey and Blackman". Crime fighting culturally diverse superheroes. What type of crime do they fight? Crimes against fashion. "Because whitey's gay like Lance."
Much thanks to Jane for coming up with that line. New boyfriend since last update. Mikie, from work. I've had a crush on him for as long as I've known him [um... a year...] so it's pretty exciting. And I hope it doesn't fuck up now that I've gotten that thought out of my head and into the open world wide web. We started dating 11/15/06. And I am sooo proud of myself for knowing that. Need to finish Christmas shopping. But I have to wait till after thursday when I get paid.
It's crazy. This'll probably be the last update for a long time again. I'm pretty busy right now. And when I'm not goin at 120 mph, I'm alseep :O | | |
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